Chill bro, the forums aren't as lively on the weekends, it sounds like you're still experiencing the same growing pains that everybody else that's been playing since day one or yesterday have to experience. I suggest dropping to a spot with a vehicle to begin with and then move to where you would have parachuted, use the vehicle to go from place to place. If you want to get better at shooting and the firefights that seem to be killing you one shot, every time, then drop hot and fight it out with somebody. I promise that the blue zone isn't out there making a personal vendetta against just you. It feels like the game is coming after you at points, I get that. Don't get salty about it, just know that's all part of the game. If you're not having fun then find another game, that's fine. You should also try to find another 3 people to play with. I've had a better time on a massive shit luck streak with my friends than I have on a multi-chicken day by myself.